Wondering about happiness


I spend some time when I am alone thinking about guilt. I don’t really feel any.  It seems a worthless pursuit. I feel harmed, abandoned, disillusioned among many things.

I do not feel ashamed, but I know I must keep my dalliance a secret to ensure safety until the day I can leave.  That day shall be on or before December 10, 2014.


I spend more time thinking about happiness, however.  I know the day I go won’t guarantee happiness.

I know my lover isn’t the key to happiness either.

Happiness is about stealing moments.


I question love also but I believe it is still a good thing.


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  2. i agree happiness is about moments and sometimes moments in moments. in reading your post i was concerned about the “safety” piece. i’m fortunate that is not part of my equation and i hope you remain safe between now and when you believe you can leave. sending positive thoughts your way…

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